A Birth Mother's Love Slideshow

I'm crying already just posting this blog. This song, this slide show is very personal to me. I hope you watch it and really listen to the beautiful song, because this song is a part of me. If you watch closley..you can see the picture of Rylee and I, I'm kissing her for the last time as her mommy and I am about to place her in the arms of another. Click the link below to watch..thank you.

I love you Rylee

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yQXHVKsJr2c

Here are the lyrics:

With so many wrong decisions in my past, I'm not quite sure.If I can ever hope to trust my judgement anymore.But lately I've been thinking, 'cause it's all I've had to do.And in my heart I feel that I should give this child to you.

And maybe, you can tell your baby when you love him so that he's been loved before.By someone who delivered your son, From God's arms to my arm's to yours.Now if you choose to tell him and if he wants to know.How the one who gave him life could bear to let him go.Just tell him there were sleepless nights I prayed and paced the floors.And knew the only peace I'd find is if this child was yours.

Now I know you don't have to do this, but could you kiss him once for me?The first time that he ties his shoes or falls and skins his knee, And could you hold him twice as long when he makes his mistakes.Tell him that he's not alone, sometimes that's all it takes -I know how much he'll ache.
This may not be the answer for another girl like me.And I'm not on a soapbox saying how we all should be.I'm just trusting in my feelings and I'm trusting God above.And I'm trusting you can give our baby both his mother's love.
{Repeat Chorus}